. @ Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Fucked up
Screwed up
Ruined .
Everything is messed up .
Nothing ever goes smoothly .
This bumpy ride never ends for me .
. @ Friday, July 22, 2011
Gonna let BMI remain at 20 ! The healthy range !
CHANNELING THE NEGATIVITY TO DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE .
GONNA START TRAINING UP MY MUSCLES AND JUMP HIGHER HIGHER HIGHER .
CANNOT AFFORD TO GOOF AROUND ANYMORE ! GO GO GO !
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Shouldn't have even went there . Now i feel like Shit . Zzz
. @ Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Every single time I'm home you'll have something negative to comment .
I don't even want to go home home .
Every time I'm at home you'll surely put my down .
ASK MY CLASSMATES .
I was never this hardworking before .
Now that I'm putting in so much efforts you're always pouring cold water .
Really ...
Why is everything nowadays so fucked up .
WHY .
WHY .
FUCKING WHY .
I wanna shut myself out .
Really , blank out .
If you want me to turn into a fucking living zombie ,
I will .
Since that's what you want .
You piece of shit .
EVERY
FUCKING
TIME .
KNOW WHAT ?
I'M NOT A GOD DAMN ROBOT .
I HAVE FEELINGS TOO .
TRY ASKING MY CLASS WHO UNDERSTOOD MR LEE'S LESSON .
AND STOP MAKING IT
MY FAULT ,
. @ Friday, July 15, 2011
Once I think that I'm annoying someone , I'll automatically stop talking to that person , especially when that person mean a lot to me .
Those words I've said before still count , and still meant it .
. @ Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Every started writing and realize that nobody would read or even give a damn ?
Well , I'm writing because firstly , I know nobody will read . Secondly , I have nobody to tell them to . ^^ .
Knee is dying , Don't know if I should just get a knee guard or go to the doctor or just let it die and rot .
I guess I'll choose the last option .
No I won't complain about it .
I'll just keep on running .
Till the day it gets really really bad .
The pain is getting sharper every single time it relapse .
Whatever .
Really .
ha .
ha .
ha .
I don't even know how I feel now .
All I know is ,
I gotta keep the fist off from anything solid .
And tears won't roll . I freakin' swear .
And guess what ?
Remember when I told you I cried ?
I was crying because that day , it felt like you were leaving my life .
And you really did .
But now I wouldn't cry .
Because if its meant to be then let it be .
I won't hold onto things that isn't meant to be .
And I knew ,
Even if I did , you wouldn't be happy about it .
So why not you be happy .
(: .
Does both of us well isn't it .
I won't feel that bad and you'll be happy .
Just Leave.
And whoever wants to leave .
Just leave .
I don't give a shit anymore .
Not gonna let anyone into my life anymore .
Totally gonna shut it .
Like one of the seniors .
I'll just become the old me .
THE HAPPY ME INFRONT OF THOSE WHOM I KNOW .
The fucking anti-social to those that don't know me .
^_^ .
. @ Friday, July 1, 2011
Gotta push myself more for the sake of myself and basketball !
TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN
I guess I'll give myself hell training but yeah I should just persevere through it right !? For success there must be a price to pay !
SO HERE GOES . I hope I can finish all these . Starts tomorrow !
Storey 1 - 17 , up and down = 1 set x 2
Standard Push Up 20 = 1 set x 3
Crunches 30 times = 1 set x 3
Static hold 1 minute = 1 set x 3
Skipping ropes 100 times = 1 set x 3
Leg raise 20 times = 1 set x 3
5KG Dumbbell - free train ( depends on availability at home :x)
Ankle training ( LiYing Coach's Method ) - 3 set
Depending on availability
Underbasket 50 times = 1 set x 3
Free throw shots 20 times = 1 set x 3
2 point shots ( any 5 points ) 20 shots = 1 set x 3
Ball Handling and center moves - free train
Triple Threat for balance - free train
Gives me the chills after I wrote this .
Think I'm going mad . Well . I WOULD BE MAD AT MYSELF IF I DON'T DO WHAT I WROTE .