. @ Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Every started writing and realize that nobody would read or even give a damn ?
Well , I'm writing because firstly , I know nobody will read . Secondly , I have nobody to tell them to . ^^ .
Knee is dying , Don't know if I should just get a knee guard or go to the doctor or just let it die and rot .
I guess I'll choose the last option .
No I won't complain about it .
I'll just keep on running .
Till the day it gets really really bad .
The pain is getting sharper every single time it relapse .
Whatever .
Really .
ha .
ha .
ha .
I don't even know how I feel now .
All I know is ,
I gotta keep the fist off from anything solid .
And tears won't roll . I freakin' swear .
And guess what ?
Remember when I told you I cried ?
I was crying because that day , it felt like you were leaving my life .
And you really did .
But now I wouldn't cry .
Because if its meant to be then let it be .
I won't hold onto things that isn't meant to be .
And I knew ,
Even if I did , you wouldn't be happy about it .
So why not you be happy .
(: .
Does both of us well isn't it .
I won't feel that bad and you'll be happy .
Just Leave.
And whoever wants to leave .
Just leave .
I don't give a shit anymore .
Not gonna let anyone into my life anymore .
Totally gonna shut it .
Like one of the seniors .
I'll just become the old me .
THE HAPPY ME INFRONT OF THOSE WHOM I KNOW .
The fucking anti-social to those that don't know me .
^_^ .