. @ Sunday, November 14, 2010
I don't know .
This feeling is just so suffocating .
After you left
I told myself to train hard
Just so we , the team , could do you proud when you come back .
But from what I see ,
It's not gonna happen .
We're all finding ways and means to skip training ,
Hating the coach ,
The lost of trust in one another .
Dreaming of you was a comfort to me .
But the current situation isn't helping .
Please ,
come back ?
The motivation you were to me
as to the rest of them ,
its dying off like a flame .
A flame burning for about ,
five months ...
nearly five months .
Its dying ...
FML .
Just bang your head against the wall ,
You're hopeless