. @ Sunday, November 7, 2010
I still remember ,
When I was a kid ,
I'll hide in a corner and cry whenever I was hurt or sad .
There's this time I hit my head against the mini table bedside table .
More or less there's a lump there LOL .
(hamburger)
I tried to tell my dad but he kinda wanted to hit me with the cane
So i shut up ,
I kept everything to myself
I hid in a corner and I cried myself to sleep , LOL .
Sometimes I'll just cry on the bed
Its like hours before someone realizes I was missing and attempted to find me .
Well ,
I guess this is how I got my personality of bottling whatever sadness or pain I have inside me because I know , nobody will understand how you truly feel .
Nobody .
Even if they claim to know , they won't .
Why ?
You are the single individual that experienced things differently from others .
From a poor family ( not really , an average family ) , I learnt things differently from people that are from a better family with higher income .
I don't get what I want easily .
My parents breaks their promises about buying stuffs for me like they're throwing tissue paper away .
I have to suffer all those emotions , as a kid , myself .
My second brother was a tyrant =x
He steps on people's feet and don't bother saying sorry
Threaten to hit me when I don't want to help him with his stuffs or whatsoever .
Thats my childhood , HAHA :D Welcome to my life .
Thats me :D