. @ Friday, October 29, 2010
Perhaps I spoke too soon when I said that some people are irreplaceable .
Obviously it won't last .
No ,
Friendship is weird ,
Tiring ,
Fun ,
Heartbreaking .
Whatever it is , everytime I'm close to someone
the friendship just breaks
I'm used to it .
I'm used to walking a path of loner .
I don't even care if another walks out of my life again .
Maybe I do
But I don't express it .
I realized that I don't really express my thoughts out .
Facebook ? Its just something that reminds me of you
Sucks but its a fact .
Everytime I press log in ,
I'll see your name and reminded of a thousand million things that made up our friendship .
Broken .
But I'm still reminded of you .
You don't give a damn yes I know .
I'm sorry but I can't hate anybody
I'm used to all these ignoring and broken friendships ,
Betrayer , perhaps ?
I'm used to it
I can't hate .
I'm numbed .
Lies made me learn to hate you ,
But at the very same time ,
I can't .
Cause everybody mean a lot to me
And yes ,
Even the little ones .