@ Wednesday, September 8, 2010
our separate way
i don't have the confidence ,
don't go ,
don't leave
i'm still waiting for you like a fool
the withered rose bouquet ,
your scent still
even though i want to erase it ,
it cant be erased
are you leaving only holding vague memories
i loved everything about you
why are we trying to go down different roads
like a fool in front of your door
hurt and turned away
only my sad image
still unresolved misunderstanding
inside there's a longing for the troubled you
i love you
i don't love you
you're coming back
you're not coming
i miss you
am i supposed to
act like nothing is wrong
i cried all night,
i kept avoiding the world
the moment you left
still not a single thing have changed
the constantly deepening disease
take all of the letters and pictures you given me
even if they're thrown away
they're never erased from inside me
because of my hopeful heart i stay awake all night
will i not be able to let go of this little hope
am i supposed to laugh
as if nothing's wrong .
each day passes by ,
as if nothing's wrong
hey i haven't called you in a while
i just called to say i'm sorry
i was wondering how have you been
i try hard to sound okay
because of the random things i've been saying
whats so great about the crooked pride .
its so hard
but i try to act cool ,
as if nothing's wrong
if i could get rid of this affection
if i could get rid of this hatred
i realized that it was all too late .
each day passes by as if nothing's wrong
as if nothings going on
memories of you i once tried to erase
are starting to grow on me
oh no i don't believe
people are saying my laughter have died
how are you doing
the promises i weren't able to keep still clung to my heart .
like an idiot my regrets came too late
am i supposed to laugh
as if nothing's wrong
each day passes by
as if nothing's wrong
if i say it , i'll be the bad guy
why don't you just call me a liar .
this song isn't even half of my sorrow .
My folly for not taking the initiative to start a talk
my indecisiveness ,
I'm at fault .
All these ruckus and problem occurrence ,
Time to let it go ,
My memories i held dearly so .