. @ Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Looks like all these unresolved misunderstands will remain as it is .
I don't really care anymore .
I'm too tired to be bothered .
I used to think its possible .
But now ,
Too much thing happened .
It won't be the same anymore .
I swore not to cry over this anymore .
I'll just remain nonchalant .
We talked about it .
We all agreed .
But this is the outcome , nothing .
Joke . please tell me its a joke .
Or tell me its just a living nightmare .
But its okay .
I'm just going to get over it .
Pretty much sooner or later .
I won't voice out anymore .
Whatever i say turns into faults
Whatever i do turns into mistakes .
I give up .
This year has been the most heart wrenching one (:
I want to learn guitar ,
I don't know .
It seems to be able to lift my spirit .