. @ Sunday, July 11, 2010
Behind that forced smile ,
I hid my extended shadow .
So i pretended not to see it ,
And chose to play back .
Those empty nights ,
Those dawn that I felt wouldn't come .
The sky that we saw on that day ,
That scarlet sky ,
Lets remember it someday .
Tears do not end a sin ,
We have to carry it with us tho .
I scribbed on the blank note ,
What is this thing called 'reality' ?
In the middle of the prolonged night ,
My memories are fading .
What was my reason ?
For that I do not know .
This nostalgic feeling ,
I welcome this pain .
I have to apologize for this ,
For I'm causing worries and troubles .
Don't lie ,
My heart is agitated from within .
I want to become stronger to move on ,
I welcome friends and foe .
The nostalgic feeling ,
There is still so much in life to remove this feeling