. @ Saturday, April 17, 2010
Everything is just a living nightmare
Everyone is just plain bluff .
I won't ever believe in dreams anymore .
I dreamt of the friendship that will last
But who knows that it was just a short period of time of us being friends .
A broken friendship can be soldered but will never be sound again .
How true .
I've lost my trust ,
I've lost my faith .
I'm only trying to open up the little gap that bind me from the world of friendship .
but this step just made me lost faith .
So the doors just shut itself up again .
I've opened the backdoor for those whom i trust .
But its just a tiny door which takes time for them to come in .
Afterall ,
It was just another living dream ...
How i wished that it was real
But it was just plain bluff .
I don't need you to shed crocodile tears
Nor do you need to beat around the bush just to insult me
If you're not happy with me
Tell me in the face
You're just making things worse
by dragging it
Try to play gentleman and i won't be kind to you .
Its just reality
Its time to face it
For me and for you .
Lets clears things up if you can't say it in real life , say it to me online .
I don't want things to dragged on and to get others involved .
They're innocent .
Damn I'm losing control of my emotions because of this god damn feud .
Why am i so foolish .
Like i said everything is just plain bluff , just a living nightmare .
Open up your eyes , and you will see the real world . The cruelty of it ...